A fear that cost me to stop writing…

It’s been awhile since I written something, it’s been a crazy month and a few weeks (I will do a quick recap at the end of this blog). As I sit on my bed with the munchkin sleeping next to me, I can’t help to feel a little anxious in writing this blog. It’s not because I don’t have anything to say, I have plenty to say.What is causing this fear or anxiety is my grammar. Most of you who have been reading my other blogs know my grammar is not perfect and I know it’s a big issue not only for this blog but for work, school, interacting with others and so on. I always knew the importance of grammar and I have been practicing but for some reason it just doesn’t want to go through my head. Which is frustrating in my part because I learn everything else with ease. Don’t get me wrong I won’t give up on it and I plan to work extra hard till I’m flawless. I guess the reason I bring this up was the fear that was growing inside of me, which lead me the fear to write and look like a fool. I can’t let this fear stop me or how else will I learn and perfect it or express myself or write a novel, which is something I always wanted to do. So if you are reading this and have been following or new to my blog, all I ask is to be patient with me and this learning process.

Now that my anxiety is under control, it is time to let everyone know what to expect from me!

  • As of yesterday, I started to work out in order to lose weight and become healthier. I will be recording my process weekly, which will contain my weight at that moment, what I eat, how I felt that day emotional and physically, and the type of exercise I have done throughout the day. At this moment,  I’m still debating what day I will post my weekly progress, most likely on Mondays.
  • I will try to post something on a daily basis but to be honest the summer is here, Joey and I planned activities everyday with Emily (Joey gets out of work early during summer).
  • In the next few weeks I will be posting sneak peeks of the creations that I been making for Lil Jomie Creations.
  • I have a few more ideas on my mind on what to expect but it still debatable, let see how everything ends up.

I’m extremely excited of the new adventures that coming our (my little family) way, it won’t be easy but I can’t wait to try and see the end results.  Here a quick recap on what been going on with myself and my family…

I like to be creative, enjoy!

As we all know that my munchkin birthday party was on April 21st, which she had a blast as well as for my guest and her birthday on the 25th where I bake cupcakes and watch her blow out the candle with a few family members. I can’t believe she two already and the terrible two is something else… ;-).

After 12 years of living in Cicero Bronx, N.Y, my parent move 4 blocks away from my apartment. I have live there for 11 years, it’s Emily  first home and watch her grow for a year, it were she learn how to crawl, walk, said her first word, and many more. It was sad to say good bye.

My parent weren’t the only one who move, my sister in law Sandy bought her FIRST HOME!!!  Last weekend her family and my in laws move to their new home, which is gorgeous!!! Sandy and I are planning to do many creative piece for her new home. I’m excited and happy for them.

Finally, I been focusing on my grammar, how to use my Nikon D3100 manually, Photoshop, and of course making creations, tons of creations!

Now it’s time for me to say, until next time!

p.s  Please bare with me, I’m trying to customize my blog…so you might see different themes for the next few weeks. Thank you for your understanding!

Advertisements

Where have I been for the last month young lady…

This whole month had been extremely busy, decision has been made, changes have taken place, new things have been created, and the learning process has been incredible.  One of the first thing I wanted and it’s something that we all know and heard but never applied it into our daily lives which makes everything difficult and dreadful. Okay, please keep your mind open to this…is actually the ability and the process of how our mind work. We all heard it “if you set your mind to it, you can accomplish anything” this quote alone says it all. This whole month I set and force my mind the drive to accomplish everything that I was doing at that moment. During this whole process, I had an AHA moment, I notice we have the habit of talking ourselves out of doing something or dwell on it to the point we refuse to do it.

Every morning exhausted, sleep deprive and the anemia low, I force my mind to get out of bed, make breakfast for my little family, clean my apartment, look through all my accounts, have myself and Emily ready for the day, exercise, play with her and  all this was accomplish before noon…and in each moment when I get tired or my mind want to go into the cozy and comfort mode that prefer to do nothing, I’ll force my mind to do what needs to be done and not dwell on my task. So you can imagine how the rest of my day looks like, cooking, teaching Emily her ABC’s, 123, etc…, doing her birthday supplies, and many more. By the end of the night I want to pass out into my comfy bed. We have a bad habit to dwell on the things that need to be done, which cause us stress with overwhelming piles of tasks that need to be accomplish…Why not give it a try?  I promise you that you will accomplish more, than what you ever done so far.

In other events my little cousin J.J (Jimmy Jr.) turn the big “1” this month, on the 24th was his birthday party and I had the pleasure to make a cookie monster cupcake (which was my first time). The cupcakes came out great, better than I expected and I was extremely happy that everyone love it especially my cousins.

Health update:  My asthma is under control I still have my moments but not has much as before. I been working out and eating right, well sometimes (looking at the ceilings ;-). I had lost 10 pound which made a difference for my asthma. At this moment, I’m going to continue to excising and improve my eating habits. By doing these changes my asthma will improve, to the point, that I can say asthma who. For my anemia, is still a struggle, I think it’s time; I have to eat liver and beats…yuck! ;-D.

These where a few of my daily activities of this month…Thank you and take care

NEWS: OH!!! Before I forget… I’m going to try my best to post daily, if I can’t post daily I will be posting weekly for sure.

Here a picture of me the person behind this blog and my munchkin Emily with her wild and crazy hair ❤

Photo taken with my webcam ❤